ESV Single Column Journaling Bible Large Print Review | Natural Leather Brown Flap with Strap

Introduction

I was excited to receive the ESV Single Column Journaling Bible, Large Print Edition from Crossway in the beautiful Natural Leather Brown design with a wraparound flap and strap. This is such a beautiful Bible, and I was excited to spend some time looking through it, getting familiar with its features, and seeing how it would work for my own Bible study and journaling.

The natural leather cover immediately caught my attention. I love the simplicity and timelessness of the design, and the wraparound flap and strap add such a beautiful character to the Bible. It feels like the kind of Bible you want to carry with you, study from, write in, pray through, and truly make your own.

I received this Bible from Crossway in exchange for an honest review. As always, the thoughts and opinions shared here are my own.


My Thoughts

The first thing I noticed about this Bible is the beautiful Natural Leather Brown cover. I love the classic look of natural leather, and I especially appreciate that the leather will develop its own character over time.

The wraparound flap and strap are another detail I really love. The strap keeps the Bible securely closed while also giving it a beautiful, timeless appearance. It’s a practical feature, but it also adds personality to the Bible.

Inside, the Bible begins with a space for “This Bible Belongs To,” which gives you a place to add your name or even personalize it with a date, Scripture, or something meaningful to you.

You then have the title page, copyright information, table of contents, and preface before entering the text of Scripture.

I particularly like that the books of the Bible are listed alphabetically in the table of contents. While many of us know where to find the books of the Bible, having this list makes it easy to quickly locate what you’re looking for.

The preface also provides background information about the English Standard Version and its translation philosophy.

Once you reach the text of Scripture, one of the first things you notice is the 9.5-point type. Since this is a large-print edition, I appreciate having a comfortable-to-read font while still having plenty of room for journaling.

The Bible uses a single-column format, which is one of my favorite features. Instead of Scripture being divided into two columns, the text flows down the page in one column, which I find clean and easy to follow.

The pages are a beautiful cream color rather than bright white, which I personally find comfortable to read. Combined with the black-letter text and generous journaling margins, the overall layout has a clean and peaceful feel.


Bible Journaling & Personalization

One of the things I love most about a journaling Bible is that it gives you permission to slow down.

You’re not simply reading a passage and moving on. You can stop and underline something that speaks to you. You can write a prayer in the margin. You can record a question, something you learned, a personal takeaway, or even the date and what God was doing in your life during that particular season.

Over time, those notes can become a record of your walk with the Lord.

That’s what makes a journaling Bible especially meaningful to me. I want the things I write in my Bible to be something I can look back on years from now and remember what God was teaching me, what I was praying about, and how He was working in my life.

The generous two-inch margins in this Bible give you plenty of room to make it personal, whether you enjoy filling your margins with notes and prayers or simply adding a few meaningful thoughts here and there.

There are also additional blank pages toward the back of the Bible, which I really love. These pages can be used for notes, prayers, stickers, embellishments, Bible study notes, or other creative touches.

For anyone who enjoys Bible journaling, I think having that additional space is a wonderful feature.


Bible Journaling Supplies & Paper

Because this is a journaling Bible, one of the questions many people will have is what they can write in it with.

My biggest recommendation is to test your pens before you begin marking throughout the Bible. Different pens, highlighters, pencils, and inks can behave differently on different types of Bible paper.

Some people prefer colored pencils, some use fine-tip pens, gel pens, or Bible journaling pens. Whatever you choose, I recommend testing first to see how the ink behaves and whether there is any shadowing or bleed-through.

The additional blank pages in the back can provide a convenient place to keep notes or test supplies, and you can also use other appropriate pages as you personalize your Bible.

I love being able to approach Bible journaling in a way that is personal and creative while still keeping the focus on God’s Word.


Features I Love

There are several additional features that make this Bible practical for everyday use.

It includes one ribbon marker, which is helpful for keeping your place while reading and studying. You can also add additional ribbons if you prefer to keep track of multiple passages.

Another feature I really appreciate is the pen loop. As someone who enjoys writing in my Bible, having a designated place for a favorite pen is such a practical touch. There’s nothing worse than sitting down to study and realizing your pen is somewhere else!

This Bible also features Smyth-sewn binding, a traditional binding method designed for durability and long-term use. I appreciate that this is a Bible intended to be used regularly and kept for many years.

And, of course, there is the beautiful wraparound flap and strap, which gives the Bible both function and character.

The Bible also comes with a lifetime guarantee, which I appreciate because a Bible is something many of us hope to use for a very long time.


The ESV Translation

The ESV stands for the English Standard Version and is an essentially literal translation of the Bible.

The ESV is designed to emphasize word-for-word accuracy while maintaining readability, literary excellence, and depth of meaning. More than 100 Bible scholars and teachers were involved in creating the ESV, and it has become a trusted Bible translation for people around the world.

I personally appreciate the ESV and have several ESV Bibles in my collection. I find it to be a translation I enjoy returning to for personal Bible study, devotion, prayer, teaching, and simply spending time in God’s Word.


What’s in the Back?

When you reach the back of the Bible, there are several additional resources worth mentioning.

There is a Weights and Measures section, which can be a helpful reference when you’re studying Scripture and come across biblical measurements, distances, weights, or other units of measurement.

There is also a Through the Bible in a Year reading plan, and I especially like the way it is organized. The readings are arranged month by month, from January through December, making it easy to look at the readings for a particular month.

Even if you aren’t beginning in January, you can still use the plan as a guide whenever you want to work through the Bible in a year.

The additional blank pages toward the back are another feature I really appreciate. They give you room for Bible study notes, prayers, pen testing, stickers, embellishments, or anything else you’d like to add.


Who I Would Recommend This Bible To

I think the ESV Single Column Journaling Bible, Large Print Edition, would be a beautiful choice for someone who enjoys reading and studying Scripture while also having room to write and personalize the pages.

I would especially recommend it to someone who enjoys Bible journaling, private devotions, prayer, family Bible time, teaching, preaching, or worship.

The 9.5-point large-print type makes it a particularly nice option for those who prefer a larger, more comfortable-to-read Bible font, while the single-column layout and two-inch ruled margins provide plenty of room to interact with the text.

And if you’re someone who loves making your Bible personal through notes, prayers, stickers, and other creative touches, this Bible gives you plenty of space to do that.


Final Thoughts

Overall, I think the ESV Single Column Journaling Bible, Large Print Edition, is a beautiful combination of readability, functionality, and quality.

You have the comfortable 9.5-point large-print type, the clean single-column layout, beautiful cream-colored paper, generous two-inch ruled journaling margins, a ribbon marker, a pen loop, Smyth-sewn binding, and the beautiful natural leather wraparound flap and strap.

You also have the Through the Bible in a Year reading plan, Weights and Measures, additional blank pages, and the ESV translation itself.

I think all of these features come together to make this Bible not only beautiful to look at, but genuinely practical to use.

And I think that’s what I love most about it.

It’s not just a Bible you can look at. It’s a Bible you can live in.

You can read it. You can study it. You can pray through it. You can write in it. You can make it personal. And over time, it can become a record of your walk with the Lord.

If you’re considering a large-print journaling Bible, especially one with a beautiful natural leather cover, generous space for notes, and features designed for everyday Bible study, I hope this review has given you a closer look at the ESV Single Column Journaling Bible, Large Print Edition.

Thank you so much for spending some time with me today.


Bible Details

Bible: ESV Single Column Journaling Bible, Large Print Edition
Cover: Natural Leather Brown with Flap and Strap
Format: Single Column
Type: 9.5-point large print
Margins: Two-inch ruled journaling margins
Binding: Smyth-sewn
Publisher: Crossway
ISBN: 978-1-4335-5316-5


Where to Find It

You can find the ESV Single Column Journaling Bible, Large Print, Natural Leather Brown with Flap and Strap on Crossway’s website here:

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Disclosure

I received this Bible from Crossway in exchange for an honest review. As always, the thoughts and opinions shared in this review are my own.


ESV Journaling Study Bible Review | TruTone English Saddle | 1 Chronicles 28:9


Introduction

I was excited to receive the ESV Journaling Study Bible from Crossway in the TruTone English Saddle design featuring 1 Chronicles 28:9. This is a Bible I’ve wanted to add to my collection for quite some time, so I was especially excited to finally have the opportunity to spend some time looking through it and getting to know it.

The beautiful caramel-brown cover immediately caught my attention. The Scripture embossed on the front reads, “If you seek Him, He will be found by you.” from 1 Chronicles 28:9. I love that this is the first thing I see whenever I reach for this Bible. It’s a beautiful reminder to keep seeking God and His Word.

I received this Bible from Crossway in exchange for an honest review.


My Thoughts

The first thing I noticed was the TruTone English Saddle cover. It’s soft, comfortable to hold, and has beautiful stitching around the edges. I really appreciate the feel of a soft-cover Bible, and this one feels sturdy and made for long-term use.

This Bible does not have gilded or metallic page edges. Instead, the pages have their natural paper-colored edges, which I personally don’t mind at all. It also includes one ribbon marker and lays flat nicely, which I think is especially helpful when you’re studying, writing, or journaling.

Inside, the Bible combines the resources of a study Bible with generous space for journaling. The two-inch ruled margins give you plenty of room to write observations, prayers, notes, and reflections as you read God’s Word.

It also includes approximately 12,000 study notes, 80,000 cross-references, 80+ maps and illustrations, 10 topical articles, 120 Bible character profiles, 900 Bible facts, and a glossary of key terms.

There are also introductions throughout the books of the Bible, along with a substantial collection of resources in the back, including information about God’s plan for salvation, Christian truths and doctrine, how to read and understand the Bible, the Christian life, ethics, weights and measures, coordinates, maps, contributors, and more.


How It Impacted Me

What I particularly love about this Bible is the combination of study and personal reflection. I’m someone who enjoys writing in my Bible, adding prayers and notes, and personalizing the pages as I spend time in God’s Word.

The generous journaling margins make this Bible feel like something I can truly make my own over time. I can see myself filling those margins with prayers, observations, Scriptures that speak to me, and little reminders of what God is teaching me.

There are also several blank pages at the beginning and end, which I love because they give me room for stickers, embellishments, notes, and other personal touches.


Bible Journaling & Personalization

I’m especially looking forward to adding my own embellishments and making this Bible personal to me. For someone who enjoys Bible journaling, the combination of the ruled margins and the additional blank pages gives you plenty of opportunities to add your own creative touches.

I also appreciate that the pages feel substantial enough for writing and Bible study without feeling overly thin.


Scripture That Stands Out to Me

“If you seek Him, He will be found by you.”
1 Chronicles 28:9

This Scripture is one of my favorite things about the Bible itself because it’s right there on the cover. Every time I reach for it, I’m reminded of the invitation to seek God. That makes the design feel much more meaningful to me than simply being a beautiful cover.


Who I Would Recommend This Bible To

I would especially recommend this Bible to someone who enjoys Bible journaling, studying Scripture, writing prayers and observations in the margins, and having additional study resources available while reading the Bible.

If you enjoy personalizing your Bible and want generous space to write while still having the depth of a study Bible, I think the combination of features in this Bible is worth exploring.


Final Thoughts

Overall, I think the ESV Journaling Study Bible is a beautiful combination of study and journaling. I love the soft TruTone English Saddle cover, the 1 Chronicles 28:9 Scripture on the front, the generous two-inch margins, and the amount of study material included throughout.

I’m really looking forward to using this Bible during my own Bible study time and seeing how it becomes more personal as I add notes, prayers, stickers, and embellishments along the way.

I’m also planning to share more about how I personalize and use this Bible as I spend more time with it.


Bible Details

Bible: ESV Journaling Study Bible
Cover: TruTone English Saddle
Design: 1 Chronicles 28:9
ISBN: 979-8-8749-0261-2
Publisher: Crossway


🛍️ Where to Find It

You can find the ESV Journaling Study Bible on Crossway’s website here:

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Disclosure

I received this Bible from Crossway in exchange for an honest review.



Deeper – Dane Ortlund

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Introduction

Deeper by Dane Ortlund is a thoughtful and Christ-centered book that explores what it means to grow in the Christian life beyond surface-level faith. It focuses on spiritual depth that comes not from striving harder, but from resting more fully in the person and work of Christ.

This book builds on themes of grace, transformation, and ongoing spiritual formation, pointing the reader back again and again to the heart of Jesus.


My Thoughts

This book felt like a gentle but steady invitation to move away from shallow or performance-based faith and into something deeper and more rooted in Christ.

What stood out to me:

  • The focus on spiritual growth as a work of grace rather than effort
  • The repeated emphasis on the heart of Christ in transformation
  • The calm, reflective tone that encourages slowing down and thinking deeply

How it impacted me:

  • It reminded me that growth in faith is not rushed or forced
  • It encouraged me to rest in what Christ is doing rather than what I am trying to achieve
  • It gave me a deeper appreciation for God’s patience in spiritual formation

Writing style / tone:

  • Reflective and theological but accessible
  • Calm and steady rather than urgent
  • Focused on depth rather than surface application

Key Themes

  • Spiritual growth through grace
  • The heart of Christ in transformation
  • Moving beyond surface-level faith
  • Rest and dependence on God

Who I Would Recommend This To

  • Believers wanting deeper spiritual maturity
  • Readers who enjoyed Gentle and Lowly
  • Those feeling stuck in surface-level faith
  • Small group or personal study readers

Favorite Quote

“Spiritual growth is not first about trying harder, but about resting deeper in Christ.”


Final Thoughts

Deeper is a steady and thoughtful reminder that true Christian growth is rooted in grace rather than effort. It calls the reader to slow down and consider the depth of Christ’s work in shaping the heart over time.

This is a book I would recommend to anyone who desires a more grounded, reflective, and Christ-centered understanding of spiritual growth.

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Closer Than Your Next Breath – Susie Larson

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Introduction

Closer Than Your Next Breath by Susie Larson is a deeply encouraging devotional-style book that focuses on the nearness and presence of God in everyday life. It invites readers to slow down and recognize that God is not distant or disconnected, but intimately involved in every detail of our lives.

This book feels especially comforting for seasons of stress, uncertainty, or spiritual dryness. It gently points the reader back to truth: God is closer than we often feel or realize.


My Thoughts

This book felt like a steady reminder to rest in the presence of God instead of striving to feel spiritually “strong” all the time. It brought my attention back to the simple truth that God is near, even when emotions or circumstances don’t reflect it.

What stood out to me:

  • The consistent reminder of God’s nearness in everyday moments
  • The gentle, encouraging tone that feels like steady reassurance
  • The focus on trust rather than striving or performance

How it impacted me:

  • It helped me slow down spiritually and reflect more intentionally
  • It reminded me that feelings are not the measure of God’s presence
  • It encouraged me to trust God even in quiet or uncertain seasons

Writing style / tone:

  • Warm and devotional
  • Easy to read and reflective
  • Encouraging without being overly complex

Key Themes

  • God’s constant presence
  • Trusting God in uncertainty
  • Prayer as connection rather than performance
  • Resting in spiritual reassurance

Who I Would Recommend This To

  • Anyone walking through anxiety or uncertainty
  • Readers who enjoy devotional encouragement
  • Those wanting to grow in awareness of God’s presence
  • Women’s Bible study or small group settings

Favorite Quote

“God is closer than your next breath, even when you don’t feel Him.”


Final Thoughts

Closer Than Your Next Breath is a gentle and steady reminder of God’s nearness in every season. It does not overwhelm the reader with complexity, but instead offers consistent encouragement rooted in truth.

This is a book I would recommend to anyone who needs reassurance that they are not walking through life alone, even when it feels quiet or uncertain.

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Gentle and Lowly – Dane Ortlund

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Introduction

Gentle and Lowly is a deeply comforting and Christ-centered book that invites readers to see the heart of Jesus in a new and tender way. Dane Ortlund draws from Scripture and historic Christian writings to show the compassion, gentleness, and steady love of Christ toward sinners and sufferers.

This is not a book that rushes you. It is one that slows you down and gently turns your attention back to the heart of Jesus.


My Thoughts

This book met me in a very quiet and personal way. It reminded me that Jesus is not distant or harsh, but gentle, patient, and full of mercy toward those who come to Him honestly.

What stood out most to me was how consistently the book points back to the character of Christ. It is not centered on striving or performance, but on rest and belonging in Him.

The writing is simple but rich, and each chapter feels like an invitation to pause and reflect rather than rush through.

What stood out to me:

  • The gentle portrayal of Christ’s heart toward sinners and sufferers
  • The focus on grace instead of performance
  • The steady, calming tone of the writing

How it impacted me:

  • It encouraged me to slow down spiritually
  • It reminded me of the kindness of Jesus
  • It shifted my focus from striving to resting in Christ

Writing style / tone:

  • Calm and reflective
  • Easy to read but deeply meaningful
  • Devotional in feel without being overly complex

Who I Would Recommend This To

  • Those who feel spiritually weary or burdened
  • Anyone struggling with guilt or shame
  • New believers wanting to understand the heart of Jesus
  • Small group or Bible study settings

Favorite Quote

“One of the hardest things to grasp in the Christian life is how freely and fully Christ loves His people.”


Final Thoughts

Gentle and Lowly is a book I would return to again. It is steady, comforting, and rooted in Scripture. It gently shifts the reader’s focus away from striving and back to the heart of Christ’s mercy.

I would highly recommend it to anyone who needs to be reminded that Jesus is truly gentle and lowly in heart.

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Beauty Still Remains

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No one has to tell me that God exists.

I know that He does!

I see Him in all of creation.

I behold His goodness.

I notice the blessings of His handwriting.

I experience Him through all the beauty of nature.

I am convinced that everything has beauty for the eyes who wish to see it.

And, sometimes we have to look a little harder to see the beauty in everything.

In fact, I’m finding beauty in the space I’m in right now.

As I gaze out my window pane and I see beauty!

I feel beauty!

I breathe in beauty.

I see it in the blue skies.

I witness it in the bright morning sun that shines beyond winter’s barrenness.

I notice it in the leafless and naked branches of the sleeping trees.

I catch a glimpse of it in winter’s grass; she’s gone into survival mode to protect herself from the harshness of the cold.

I hear it in the birds singing their sweet melodies; the warmth of this morning’s air deluding them into thinking that Spring is near.

I feel it in my spirit, which peacefully brings me to a place of grace.

I find myself in complete awe and wonder that even through winter’s breath — beauty still remains.

We serve a creative God.

And we can be led to worship Him by seeing the beauty of His reflection in all of His creation

Beauty is His poetry, as is mine.

I hope today that you see some of the beauty that surrounds you, too.

And don’t forget to Thank God for painting His beauty upon our hearts.

Have a Beautiful day!

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In His Love,

Tina ~ ♡

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© Tina Unsell 2025 All Rights Reserved.

Refined by Fire, Rising in Grace

Not perfection — but grace unfolding.

A psalm of brokenness and restoration. May these words be a sanctuary for your heart today. ♥️

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I carry shame for actions, words, and thoughts.
The inability to trust You
still escapes me.

Though doubts and confusion
make me feel so weak,
still You call me worthy—
more than I can believe.

Even in my most broken state,
You still call me daughter.
How can You remain so faithful
when I continually falter?

I often wonder if I am truly chosen,
or destined to a life undone by the world,
when trials shake me to my core—
when I cannot feel Your Presence,
and Your voice seems so distant,
the silence pressing in like stone.

You whisper: You are not defined by misery,
nor by a life without purpose.

The refining fire is painful,
even breaking at times,
yet beyond the surface
a greater work is unfolding.

You stretch the limits of my sight,
so I may see through clouded glass,
bask in surrender’s light,
and drink deeply of living water—
drawn into intimacy with You.

The burden I carry,
the weight of my heart,
is being woven into a tapestry,
a work of art.

You are preparing me.
In the stillness, You mold and shape me,
making room for my story
that will propel me forward—
not perfection, but mercy,
a blessing that lingers in the lives of others.

My testimony will no longer be bound by pain.
For when I walk in my calling,
a lioness will rise forward
to guard the hallowed ground with reverence.
Your strength will be my armor.
Your power will be my shield.

Not perfection, but grace.
And in You, I am made whole.

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© Tina Unsell 2025 All Rights Reserved.

There are moments when weakness feels louder than faith, yet I have found a deeper truth: even in my frailty, His love calls me His. What seemed like breaking has become shaping, and grace has carried me into wholeness.

Do you hear that same love naming you, even in your own fragile places?

~ Tina 🫶🏻

Never Let Me Go

Photo by Yaroslav Shuraev

When I am lost Lord

You find me

When I am tired

You revive me

When I am weak

You give me strength

When I am wandering

You call me back to You

When my heart is heavy

You carry me

In my pain and sorrow

You comfort me

Even in my grief

Your love surrounds me

Thank You Lord

I can’t live without You

Thank You for loving me

And for never letting me go

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Copyright © 2022/ Tina Unsell All Rights Reserved.

Faithfully Waiting

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Have you been hoping, praying, wandering in those desert places, waiting for that defining moment when you can boldly declare that you’ve received your healing? Your miracle?

Faithfully waiting for that prayer that you’ve prayed countless times over your healing, healing for a loved one, healing for a friend, healing and restoration or renewal for your marriage, healing for your children, grandchildren, salvation for a prodigal child or family member, your parents health, that circumstance or situation that never seems to be resolved, your financial situation, mending of a broken relationship or friendship? Maybe you’ve been praying for that impossible dream that you fear will never come into fruition or something that seems impossible to overcome.

Whatever it is that you’re asking of the Lord, know that none of this defines you.

Your value isn’t found in your answered or, for that matter, your unanswered prayers.

Your value is found in the person and work of Christ Jesus.

Let me clarify that in better terms to help you understand what I’m trying to convey.

Just because you pray and it seems like your prayers aren’t being answered, it doesn’t mean that your faith is weak or that you need to pray harder.

And just because your prayer does get answered does not mean that your faith is better than anyone else’s.

To further clarify, prayer is key to having a healthy relationship with God. Yes!

And having abiding faith means putting your trust in God and having confidence that He will fulfill His promises. And that we continually receive, believe, and trust that Jesus is everything we need.

However, you are not defined as unloved, forsaken, or forgotten if the answers to your prayers aren’t fulfilled or come to pass.

God loves you no matter what the outcome.

He knows what’s best for you.

Don’t lose heart.

Keep your eyes on Jesus.

And stay persistent and patient in waiting through prayer.

Remember these Scriptures …

Romans 12:12 – “Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.”

Ephesians 6:18 – “Pray in the Spirit at all times and on every occasion. Stay alert and be persistent in your prayers for all believers everywhere.”

James 5:16 – “The earnest prayer of a righteous person has great power and produces wonderful results.”

1 Thessalonians 5:17 – “Never stop praying.”

Are you still faithfully waiting for that unanswered prayer?

Then you are in good company.

Just remember, your value or worth aren’t determined by anything other than who Christ says that you are.

Not even your unseemingly unanswered prayers.

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Copyright © 2024/ Tina Unsell All Rights Reserved

Note to Self

Note to Self & to All Mamas/Parents! 📝

You can’t always fix things for your kids.

I know its hard because, as mothers, we want to make everything easier for them. It is in every mother to nurture and protect them at all cost, but sometimes they have to figure it out on their own. That is all a part of growing, learning, and maturing.

We can teach them a lot of things, but some things they have to learn on their own.

You can love them and support them, but they have to walk their own path.

Loving them sometimes means letting them figure out the hard stuff and standing on the sidelines while watching them walk away from it better equipped, more mature, and better able to handle whatever life throws their way.

I am still learning this and, believe me, its hard, but sometimes love has to give them wings to fly.

In the meantime, keep praying and trusting God.

And if you say that you trust God, wouldn’t you trust Him with your kids as well?

They will be okay.

Amen.

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Copyright © 2024/ Tina Unsell All Rights Reserved